
Saturday, October 17, 2009

It's a boring saturday.
A long weekend for me cause i took leave on friday.
I'm too exhausted. I need rest, need some sleep..
But i think i slept too much for these days and i feel so active and i wannnaaa go out now!!!!
I looked back at my archives. I didn't realise that all these while, i nv stop having bf.
What's the reason? Cause i'm afraid of lonliness.
Finally i stopped now. I wish this can last for half a year before i settle on the ONE?
Been working for a year++ already. Feel like the money i earned is on my clothings, bags and shoes.. Only managed to save abit. My job is going nowhere? Wished to study part-time next year, but am i really ready for it? I'd no plans, no backups. I feel insecure.
Sometimes, i wish my life is well-planned for me. I do not have to worry about money, about many things. i rather had it this way.
;Rise - Samantha James
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faithfully yours,
3:46 PM