
Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Today is another usual work day. I longed for weekends. Thus, making Friday the best day of my week.
Whatever.The main thing that makes me wanna blog right now is him.
Ok, he's A. It's been a month +, since he really type/talk to me?
Well, we communicate via msn in the afternoon.
He was asking how's my work and stuff.
I was acting coldly with 1,2 words replies.
I dunno why either.
The second thing he asked, is " do you have a bf already?" i felt disgusted.
Why would he even think about that?
He eventually stated that my things is still over at his place, he'll prolly meet me up someday to pass it all back to me.
Oh, Thank God. There goes my "1 word reply" again.
At last, he pop out this qn : "There's no chance for us to get back again?"
Honestly, i'm
surprise.
He's the one who initiated this break thing. He's always the one. I'm like always the one
begging.
Ok, not really begging. Just
hoping.
Seriously, i cried 3 consecutive nights about this matter. And i
gave up.
I trust myself that i can find someone better.
But when i heard about him, my mind twirls again. Thinking and thinking.
I don't wish for a lonely christmas. I felt wrong.
And i somehow remembered, it's his birthday yesterday.
I didn't wish him. I completely forgotten.
Is it the reason he came msn-ing me?
why am i writing all about him?
why should i?
faithfully yours,
10:28 PM